प्रत्येक साधक का अनुभव निराला होता है, शक्तिपात हो या साधना गुरु तो प्रत्यक्ष-अप्रत्यक्ष रुप में कृपा करते ही हैं। गुरु कहते हैं तुम अपने-प्राणों के तार गुरु से जोड़ने का प्रयत्न करते रहो। कई-कई बार प्रयत्न करने पर प्राण गुरु से अवश्य जुड़ जाएंगे, प्रयत्न हमें करना है। सद्गुरु की कृपा प्राप्त करने हेतु स्वयं को ‘पात्र’ बनाना है। संसार के सारे दुःख गुरु कृपा से ही समाप्त हो सकते है, गुरु से निरन्तर जुड़े रहना, निरन्तर शक्तिपात प्राप्त करना ही शिष्य के जीवन का लक्ष्य होना चाहिये। गुरु कृपा कब बरसती है, कैसे बरसती है, इसे हम कैसे जाने? पर यह निश्चित है कि गुरु कृपा अवश्य ही प्राप्त होती है, हम अपने पथ से विचलित न हो, निरन्तर गुरु सेवा में संलग्न रहे।
We have witnessed Divinity
Showering of Guru’s grace
Guru is the remover of obstacles
Guru Kripa Hi Kevalam… Guru Kripa Hi Kevalam…
Just the Guru’s Grace… Just the Guru’s Grace…
Even though I do not need any introduction because “Nikhil Disciple” is my greatest accomplishment, and identity. But from the worldly perspective, I am a Chemistry Professor in Narsamma College in Amravati (Maharastra). My area of Research is Nanotechnology. I am a regular speaker at lectures both domestic and overseas. Five students are doing PhD under my guidance. Well…
I still vividly remember that day of December 29, 2005. They say that you always remember those events of your life which impact your innermost soul. The day of 29 December was also one of those moments. My life had become difficult due to mental and economic issues for the last few months. As a result, on December 29, 2005; the left side of my body suffered a paralytic stroke and I fell down in the college campus. I could visualize the end of my life on that day. I became anxious about my daughter and wife. The only question repeatedly flashing in my mind was what will happen to them after I am gone? What will happen to my daughter? My treatment started, but I was slowly losing myself in the darkness of depression. Friends and loved ones had started edging out. It is correctly stated that people here only salute the rising sun and ignore the setting sun.
I somehow handled myself and got courage to start to walk again with assistance in three months. In March 2006, when I was going to the hospital for a checkup, then a jolt in the city bus fractured my right foot. When trouble arrives, it comes from all directions; I was certainly a witness to this fact. I had started to somehow leave the bed and started to walk with great difficulty, and now again after 1.5 months my leg got plastered confining me to bed. I started to wallow in self-pity. I locked myself in a room. I stopped meeting family members too. It was difficult to pass every single moment.
Meanwhile, one of my childhood friends came to visit me. He provided many advises on what to do and what not to do. I liked one of his advice to start reading to keep the mind busy. This will stop bad thoughts from entering the mind. As soon as he left, I asked my wife to take out all old books. I chanced upon the “Mantra Tantra Yantra Vigyan” magazine October 1997 issue which I had bought during some journey. I started to read the same magazine with great concentration after 8 years. I was very impressed with SadGurudev’s discourse and guidance to disciples. A new hope surged in my mind. I frequently re-read the magazine articles and kept the magazine at my bedside.
SadGurudev appeared to me in my dream in ascetic form on the morning of April 4, 2006 for the first time. At first I thought that this was due to influence of the magazine articles which I had read. But this became a regular occurrence. It didn’t stop here, similar incidents started with my wife and child. Now I decided to take this matter seriously. My mind grew impatient to understand more about this ascetic personality and one day I phoned Jodhpur Office as per the number on the magazine to learn more about this stunning personality. I was advised on phone to attend an upcoming Sadhana camp in Manali in June, and that I will get the answers to all of my queries there.
Without thinking much, I decided to go to Manali. These days, my plaster had been cut-out, but I could walk only with assistance. The bigger surprise to me was that no-one in the family stopped or opposed my trip to Manali. I was due to leave in 4-5 days, and I also easily got the train reservation. It was like the entire Providence was assisting me to go there. I reached Manali camp to find about SadGurudev and came to know that SadGurudev has now attained Nirvana. I got nervous and it felt that my search was fruitless. I got determined to return back.
I met a person of my age named Sharma from Mandi. He told me that SadGurudev now exists in each particle after His nirvana. You took a correct decision to arrive here, you did not come on your own, you have been sent for. Even then if your heart wishes otherwise, then return after meeting Guruji. He took me to the queue for meeting Guruji. When my turn came, then suddenly tears started to flow from my eyes. Maybe the karmas accumulated over several lifetimes started flowing together. Then Guruji advised everybody to obtain Guru Diksha. I could not utter even a single word.
There was nothing left to say. All the rush, all the questions, the entire search got completed. This was the start of a new glorious chapter of life. When I sat down wrapped in Guru Shawl and closed my eyes, I sensed SadGurudev around me. It is beyond my ability to write down that experience in words.
After the “Diksha Sanskar”, I turned into “Nikhil Shishya” and “Nikhil Gotriya”. What can be greater fortune than obtaining a Guru. From being nobody, I now had a particular existence in the universe.
I remember that Shashtriji got everyone to recite and chant Dhoomavati Mantra. When thousands of Sadhaks started pronouncing the mantra in the holy atmosphere of Manali, then it seemed that the entire universe got absorbed in Sadhana meditation. I got inspired to conquer the world after 10 minutes of mantra chanting. I started to realize the actual implication of “Aham Brahmasmi”.
Four days after returning as a Dikshit from Manali, I was playing cricket on the ground. My doctor, my professor friends still cannot fathom what happened to me in those two days in Manali, that a person who couldn’t walk without assistance, started to walk on his own and also started to play like a normal player. The truth is that the physical science which we know, isn’t even a single iota or a single fraction of that spiritual science which SadGurudev has gifted to us, and all those fellow Guru disciples are extremely fortunate whose discipleship is offered to Nikhileshwaranadji. Finally, I pray to Gurudev to grant ability to all fellow Guru disciples to fulfill the dreams of SadGurudevji.
Dr. Mahendra Singh Panwar
Death also got Defeated
I also have an experience of a struggle during the multiple life struggles. Pujya Gurudevji stayed closely with me at each moment during that struggle and granted me life through the tough circumstances, and each one of my breathe is only through His grace and Shaktipaat, which He imparted through His blessings.
I cannot describe Pujya Gurudevji’s grace in words. I can only express my feelings and emotions emanating through His blessings.
Because my this incident can inspire even those people who cannot perform worship, mantra-chanting etc., and if Gurudev wishes, He can wipe out all the suffering, misery and ailments through His power to guide the disciple on the path of life.
I met Pujya Gurudevji when I was completely surrounded on all sides within a web of failure and disappointment, and even the prominent doctors of large hospitals could not find a cure for my illness. Then Gurudevji arrived in my life in Mahamrityunjay form, a tumor had grown in my right kidney, and I came to know about it in 2011, and I tried for its treatment through all Ayurveda, Homeopathy methods, but this could not be successfully healed, I tried whatever anyone recommended, but this had no impact on my affliction, and my sickness was growing, and my mental morale was decreasing along with the physical pain. Then I met the Holiness Param Pujya Gurudevji and explained my problem in detail, and I also told Pujya Gurudevji that I got a surgical operation done on May 26, 2015 in Vedanta Hospital in Gurgaon which was unsuccessful and that the situation had grown worse, and blood had started to flow with urine; and the doctors had clearly stated that it was fatally risky to perform a repeat operation, and that my illness had reached serious complex stage, and the original problem was still intact in spite of the previous operation. So I did not want to be operated again, Pujya Gurudevji listened to my problem in full detail, and granted me Mahamrityunjaye Amrit Arogya Diksha in three stages, and without recommending any special worship of mantra-chant, just asked me to meet Him every month; after this from June 2015 I met Pujya Gurudev every two months in Arogyadham Delhi, and whenever I met Pujya Gurudevji, He granted me mental strength through His blessings; I could not comprehend at that time why He asked me to meet Him every month; but I comprehended later that whenever I met Pujya Gurudevji, I felt a transfer of new energy within myself, and with Gurudevji’s blessings when I got my next checkup done at AIIMS, it showed that I do not have any cancer and the Radiotherapy/Chemotherapy which the doctors had previously recommended is no longer required, I have myself experienced this miracle. Now I may term it as a miracle, or call it a fruit of Gurudev’s blessings; but the salient fact is that the illness which I was suffering from for last four years, Pujya Gurudevji terminated it with His grace and gifted me a new life.
Each Sadhak’s experience is unique, Shaktipaat or Sadhana, Guru always extends His grace either in visible or concealed form. Guru advises to keep endeavoring to link your life-soul wires to Guru. After multiple trials, our soul will certainly connect to Guru, we have to keep trying. We have to make ourselves “eligible” to obtain the grace of SadGuru. All the pains of this world can surely be eliminated through Guru’s grace, the mission of a disciple’s life should be to stay continuously connected with Guru, and to regularly obtain Shaktipaat. How do we know when the Guru’s grace will shower, how will it shower? But this is certain that the Guru’s grace surely showers, we should not deviate from our path, and should be continuously involved in the Guru service.